It's been a year
Since you had hung up the phone
So why is it so hard
For you to leave
Me alone?
Struggling with the difficulty to change who
I was
Wandering last Summer
All alone
Without a cause
Ghost and be ghosted by the thought of intimacy
Looking up at the sky
Wondering if they'll give me the key
Staring at the phone
I never thought you’d call
This bed feels empty again
So much for the honesty you promised me
On my own
Skipped this chapter of my life
But I didn't realize that the pages were stuck together
In between this bitterness
There was a possible happiness
If I tried
Hard enough
Trying not to psyche myself taking this opportunity
Slowly
Looking always at the moon
Laying alone in my room
Hoping to see you
In my dreams
Being all alone
Is all I’ve ever known
This second guessing
Is never ending
I never cared to take the low road back home
I'm Sinking in again
Getting played by a different hand
Fuck your lies
And fuck your cries
The attention you need was never there at all
(Tomorrow calls
Harboring the ghost you hide)
Never even there at all
I know, I know I’m wrong
To call out of today
I know, I know I’m wrong
To throw the past away
I know, I know I’m wrong
To call out of today
I know, I know I’m wrong
Wrong
Last but DEFINITELY not least, these are our friends in a band called Belle Noire, based outta San Jose, California they are slowly rising to the top and we are so proud of them. Paper Skin
This Jersey crew makes a ferocious mix of guttural grind and heavy hardcore punk, with lyrics aimed square at sociopolitical ills. Bandcamp New & Notable Dec 14, 2021